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Spiderhead

by Spiderhead

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1.
Forever Free 02:32
When you’re smiling it feels like nothing Really matters beyond this room I didn’t know why but I felt close to you And your secrets didn’t seem like Old tricks from a book of fools And for the first time in awhile I felt brand new Need to get my head and story straight I’m gonna start right here and do it right this afternoon We can leave this town for a better place And that’s fine by me if it's fine by you They say timing means everything And they say good friends don’t come easy We're gonna take back our moments forever free I’m gonna let that pain just wash away I’m gonna step outside and howl at the moon And it might not seem like much to you But it’s everything to me and I want to Yeah I want to Here’s to better nights move in the starlight With some old friends not much to do And I know why I’ve held onto you We’re gonna store bad thoughts in an empty box Lay around for days and watch them all just pile up We’re gonna speak our minds and do what is right We're gonna face that fear with our heads high and that’s enough And that's enough
2.
I found fear and it's swelling up And I've been banging on your door all day And when I saw you out You just walked on You had a smile on When you passed me And I couldn't move I I know you knew why You wouldn't look at me And I lost you there around midnight When he swept you away beneath the bar light's Wanna lay you down one more time I should have cried and cried Begged you for another night Gave my heart to another love And I just swallowed up all the pain And when I saw you out You just walked on You had a smile on When you passed me I stood by the door I I know you knew why You wouldn't look at me And I lost you there around midnight When he swept you away beneath the bar light's Wanna lay you down one more time I should have cried and cried Begged you for another night I should have cried for ya I hadn't done enough You're gonna walk away And I don't blame you for it I should have cried for ya I should have known what to say anyway And I lost you there around midnight When he swept you away beneath the bar light's Wanna lay you down one more time I should have cried and cried Begged you for another night
3.
Time forever mourn what's left of me I look back at myself and I despise the remedy After all I said I still see you right there lying next to me But morning has come and I've woken up and nothing's changed Where the moonlight casts on the sea And the music is soft and free What a beautiful place for all of us to meet This bittersweet symphony keeps raging on I wage war with myself and I regret the moments gone And I can't take back what I've said or felt or what I've done And if I go next that's okay with me because I've had enough Thought I was here but I'm lost I'm the last one left at the bar What a beautiful place for the mind and soul to part This shadow reaches out and it resembles me A sinister cry from afar You look in the mirror it looks back and that's what you are This shadow drags me down and it remembers me There's beauty in the marks on the floor You look in the mirror it looks back and that's what you are And that's what you are Remember me from the best of times if it's what you want And it's fine to have given everything but given up
4.
Saw you walk out yesterday in a bitter cold It was sad to see your face Though it's been a while since I've felt okay I'm gonna head on home and get my head straight And I'll paint myself free I'm gonna let it shine I'll paint myself free I'm gonna let it shine And when your day comes around Come shine some light on me These days I'm seeing all the things I should have done But I could never change So I'll write a song for you and me Something nice and quiet, warm and sweet And I'll paint myself free I'm gonna let it shine I'll paint myself free I'm gonna let it shine And when your day comes around Come shine some light on me
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So this is my farewell to you This is my sunny afternoon An anthem for my rainy days It's hi, goodbye, throw the rest away You're a self- fulfilling prophecy Framed in moods from your disease You're so tiring I can't feel a thing I'm so tired I can't feel anything I doubt there's much more left of you Or of the child some say they knew And I can't change what I was born into I can't change what I was born into I've put all child- like wants aside For a sweeter dream in a better time Ain't it sad how the angel flees I hope someday you'll find some peace

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released June 16, 2022

Songs written and performed by Chris Kerekes and Sean Ruby
Recording, mixing and mastering by Mat Kerekes

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